Craig and I were sitting on the side of the mountain wiping sweat off our foreheads and trying to catch our breath. The sun was well into setting and it was obvious who won this round.
The three Beest were 350 yards away now, in a small clearing and we'd been chasing them for nearly two hours. We'd been close...so close several times. At one point the three bulls ran past me just 15 yards away. I could feel the thunder of the hooves...the heaviness of their breathing in my ears.
I'd pulled the shot, plain and simple.
I was rather furious with myself at this point. A truly humbling, embarassing first start of Africa. Craig had been excellent getting us to the Beest undetected. The plan was good and we had crawled and scratched our way to within about 140 yards of them and they did not know we were there until the last moments.
I pulled the shot.
Even today I replay that moment in my head over and over again trying to think of "what would I have done different". The answer is quite simple really. Just relax... I tightened up at the shot, jerked the forestock of the rifle with my left hand, lost control of the trigger. Viral Beest Fever. Just horrific case. Horrific.
350 yards away...the three were stacked up close. Maybe a prone shot...no. There was no rest...no way to fire from a supported position on the side of the mountain looking down. My confidence was well and truly shattered. There was no shot right at that moment.
"I am very sorry Craig. I blew it.
"That's Africa for you. We'll take a look at technique and the sticks again tomorrow. Now though I think we need to call it. Suns down, still 10 minutes to the car. I give you this - there's no quit in you when it comes to chasing them."
There was that then. I'd run, sprinted, hoofed, walked, crawled, and run some more for nearly 3 hours that afternoon and I for damn sure wasn't going to give up.
I had a lot to think about on that dramatically quiet ride back to the lodge. I was very disappointed in myself for letting Craig down. I was disappointed that this whole episode effectively took away a late afternoon hunt for Kevin (*that golden "witching hour" when game loves to move about). I was disappointed that I didn't get that beautiful Blue Hide for my wife...a trophy for the wall.
The sun set on our first day of hunting. One Impala - a grand old warrior in the salt.
The sun set on our first day of hunting...