Perhaps!
However, it would seem that you’ve had bad experiences on bad horses. That’s usually caused by people keeping bad horses or owning warm bloods like Arabs, Thoroughbreds, etc… that they have no business owning as novice or intermediate riders.
Perhaps a little horse lesson and advice are in order.
We use Quarter Horses, Morgan crosses, draft crosses, etc…. that are much more calm. I also don’t keep bad horses or rough stock. I don’t get attached to a horse until it has been put through the paces. Horses are a lot like people with different personalities and issues. I get rid of problem horses. I keep about 50% of what I buy and usually take a loss on the horses I sell. In the long run, it is cheaper than keeping a problem around. We also use our horses a lot from June through October. Most people don’t use their horses enough or get intimidated by them and the horses become expensive yard art. In 31years, I’ve had exactly one client get hurt and he got complacent and wasn’t keeping 1/4 of his weight in the stirrups for stability and balance. He was just sitting on the saddle and not paying attention when a grouse flushed from under the horse. The horse took a quick step to the left and the guy fell out of the saddle and broke his wrist. He wasn’t bucked off. The horse he was riding was so good that the guy got complacent. You don’t sit on a horse, you ride it, with weight in the stirrups. If your knees get sore, your stirrups are not adjusted properly. Here ends the lesson. Lol.
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Me adjusting a stirrup for daughter-in-law. The horse is named Cricket.