Addictions are subtle sometimes. Years ago I traded a 9mm for a 44. No one warned me of the potential impact of that trade. A variety of large bore handguns fed this growing problem, still unrecognized for what it is. The 45/410 Derringer seemed to be "enough", until the 45-70 TC came into view.
Rifles followed the same progression, growing steadily from the seed we all start with, the 22LR. My addiction began at age 4 at the hands of my grandfather, a truly great man!
I had been able to stave off the growing needs of the addiction by feeding it large quantities of a growing number of magnum chamberings, but when I found myself regularly reaching for heavily loaded 45-70s, and after adding 4 more rifles in that caliber, the addiction required more! I have found myself adding the 375H&H and looking to rechamber a 45-70 to 450 #2NE. And buying ammo for other calibers yet to be converted to real, in-hand rifles!
But, I have learned this big bore problem is, in itself, just a gateway drug; Big Bores are best served in double rifles. Again, I thought by filling that urge with a double hammer gun in 45-70, I could satisfy both needs; I was wrong. It slowed the progression of the disease, but couldn't stop the urge. And looking at AH for help, instead I found a bunch of enablers! Those who seem to take some perverse pleasure in seeing others succumb to their affliction! Forcing us to look at these wondrous weapons in all kinds of storied calibers. Adorned with amazing engraving and ancient pieces of figured wood!
Where guns used to find a permanent home in my care, they are now being looked at as sources to fill the need for doubles. One has already been sacrificed! My son almost fainted when he heard I had sold a gun. And more will/must be sacrificed for the needs of the addiction must be fed!
Even with another double enroute, the urge is strong to find another, bigger bore double. The new one has two sets of barrels, so perhaps that will help buy me some time. And find the next victim sacrifice volunteer in the safe.